merenung bulan

Terleka aku melihat kemesraan
Mereka berpasang-pasangan
Bersenda keriangan
Bertanya aku pada diri sendiri
Mengapa kutersisih
Diulit mimpi sedih

Haruskah aku membandingkan
Nasib diri dan tuah orang
Haruskah aku melupakan
Segala kurniaan

Entah mengapa mataku ini
Halaman orang nampak berseri
Laman sendiri berwarna warni
Tak bererti
Terlalu asyik memandang bintang
Merenung bulan tinggi di awan
Bumi dipijak
Rumput yang hijau kulupakan

Entah mengapa sering terlupa
Rahmat yang tiba berbeza-beza
Untuk semua kurniaan Nya tak terhinggga
Janganlah asyik memandang bintang
Merenung bulan tinggi di awan
Bumi dipijak rumput yang hijau
Dilupakan

exam on Monday & Wednesday

let it go!

assalamualeikum wbt

and off they go.... =(
I think Ijan woke me up this morning because the pillow that I put against the door wasn't where it's suppose to be
They must be having fun! so jealous =(
I could not sleep in here, my hidung tersumbat tak ingat
susah juge jd anak sulung ni ye...

Berkorban Apa Saja
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Berkorban apa saja
Harta atau pun nyawa
Itulah kasih mesra
Sejati dan mulia

Kepentingan sendiri
Tidak diingini
Bahagia kekasih
Saja yang diharapi

Berkorban apa saja
Harta atau pun nyawa
Itulah kasih mesra
Sejati dan mulia
hmm... hmm... hmm...

Untuk menjadi bukti
Kasih yang sejati
Itulah tandanya
Jika mahu diuji

Berkorban apa saja
Harta atau pun nyawa
Itulah kasih mesra
Sejati dan mulia

demam

assalamualeikum wbt

pernah tak hati tersentuh?
pernah tak rase tersinggung?
pernah tak perasaan terguris?
kenapa ye?

went to Kak Sah's house earlier and ate a lot of food =)
I haven't feeling well since yesterday and I think it's getting worse =(
dunno if I should go to Chicago tomorrow, I'm on the fence
Lots of rest, that's what I need!!!!
If I go tomorrow, I'll be having fun but days coming will be unbearable
plus I have to score on my exam this Monday =(
but I want to be with my friends, and it's our final year here...
and I have lots of ordered stuff to buy
mom said don't go,I want to go...

Ya Allah! kurniakanlah aku kesihatan yang sempurna Ya Allah!
Ya Allah! selamatkanlah aku didunia dan diakhirat Ya Allah!
Ya Allah! selamatkanlah kaum keluargaku, rakan-rakanku dan semua umat Islam Ya Allah!

party! party! party!

assalamualeikum wbt

last night was nice, masyaAllah...
the msa gurls organized Eid party last nite and I went to it... met many new faces such as Amber II, Zaynab II, Uzma, Aisyah and Zakia'... they all chatted in Arabic huhuhu..
The food was fine, I particularly had fun with yasmin's 4 years old son Ibrahim -- we played together until the party was over =) he punched me on the face... ouch! I fed his 9 months old sister too =)
They have a very spacious house! I like it.. Alhamdulillah...
We played taboo hihihi...

cakap tak serupa bikin

assalamualeikum wbt

went to steep & brew yesterday to celebrate eser's birthday along with Elif =)Eser's 28 yesterday! May Allah give you good life ameen...
Anybody happens to read this blog today and is now in Madison -- u guys should come to DI Eid & Thanksgiving event today @ Red Gym.. of course there'll be FREE food!!!! come come come

Elif Ozalp

assalamualeikum wbt

Went for iftar with Elif and another Turkish lady whom I have very hard time trying to remember what her name was (but it's a beautiful name ehe...)
Elif gave me a long denim jacket and 2 very beautiful head scarfs from Turkey. I like the jacket =) Thanks Elif!
She also showed a pic of the Turkish guy who's searching for A wife =) he's cute, so if anyone's intrested just let me know ok? he's well-educated and I would say friendly hehe... oh oh he does not care wherever u came from since he's not planning to settle in Turkey ;-) aha... another advantange!
To all Muslim in Madison: Kabul serves halal lamb meat u know - so u can eat lamb kebab or any other amb menu they have ;-) interesting huh!? I thought they'd already stop serving halal meat but I was wrong.... Thanks to the Kabul owner for explaining!!!!

[Al-Qadr : 1-5]

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

[1] We have indeed revealed this (Message) in the Night of Power:
[2] And what will explain to thee what the Night of Power is?
[3] The Night of Power is better than a thousand months.
[4] Therein come down the angels and the Spirit by Allah's permission, on every errand:
[5] Peace!... This until the rise of Morn!

ramadhan kareem

assalamualeikum wbt

I've been very busy lately: all sick two weeks before, midterms, grading exams and etc.
astaghfirullah...
insyaAllah i know my priority still...
what's "optionality" ?
today is Nov 6th, 2004 - My friend passed away around this time last year... Al Fatihah...